I haven't written for a long time now...not here anyway... I look back and realize that the time passes so quick and I forget. Forget how Eshel was when he was a baby, forget how I felt when Ilay wasn't born...I forget. It is important to remember, to be able to look back and smile... Today was a wonderful day (to tell the truth any day when I remain calm and happy is a wonderful day for me). Ilay screamed and I managed to see that he was just talking to me - making sure that I was listening...A lot of times I am afraid that he is too demanding, that he is too loud...How silly I am to think that a baby can be too loud - he is just making sure I won't forget him (I would if I could) Eshel only poked the chikens about five times (he stands next to them waiting for them to get off the eggs so that he can grab them but he is not very patient...) Went to Haifa to our friends today and I looked at the kids from the side and was amazed at how peaceful and beautiful each one is - each one so different and wonderful! Good day (on our way back I sang them a song about having such a great opportunity to be so happy together...they loved it and Ilay didn't even cry)